Anxiety sets in as soon as I heard Glenda and Gumaca.
Fear was the only thing in mind knowing Glenda will hit Gumaca.
Despite of the negative feelings and situation -Glenda made me realized some good things:
We pray the rosary together
We had our dinner, candle lighted ( so romantic)
We talked and joked all the time - seems we haven’t done this for so long
Baba and I read a book with our headlights on (thanks energizer )
and a long hours spent together amidst the darkness.
we will spend so much for recovery but all of that we can owe and sooner we can pay, God will always finds a way. Thank you O dear God for we are blessed.
my journey of coping up…
It was a goodbye that was so hard to take. A goodbye that was so hard to explain.
I know in my heart that she’s in a better place now, I don’t intend to shed more tears - not that I don’t get hurt by this saddest moment of our lives or that I don’t love her that much but I think she wanted us to accept this silently. I am sorry mom that I can’t.
There are lots of things and so much of life’s new journey for us to take…few of them are what we are looking forward to. Your grandson to be an “official adult” by age hahahaha! ( he is, by now hehehe) I know in your heart he’s still your “puto” and to me, he’s still my “baba”. With God’s grace he will be marching together with other graduates. I know you will be watching over him.
There’s one thing I wanted to be and I know we both are praying for it. I think I am one step forward to it and I claimed it already =) and is waiting for it to be official. You are in heaven now, can you whisper to HIM to grant it to me? ^___^
Mom, don’t worry much about us. We’re big girls now and I promise to take care of my sister and my family. Tita and her family the best way I can.
Say hello to lola ( i miss her too - so much) and lolo and tito Apin.
We love you so much! See you in heaven.
Like all the rest - nothing is much different when I got inside. hmmm sosyalin - yes! hehehe
beautiful display…white Christmas - it’s cool looking at them (“,)
What amaze me is what’s on top. I fell in love with the chapel, it made me feel relaxed and gave me a moment to reflect…I am going back in here and definitely will attend mass ( just did last Dec 15 with my baba)
At night, up here.
Overwhelmed with the view at night. (“,)
ends up with a cup of coffee and a thought that: ” baket parating si joy?..pwede ba si Pam naman?...Pam to the world? hahahahah!
// Dec. 2013